Friday, January 27, 2006
u noe wat? i'm STUPID.
yes, i am. not dumb, not slow, but STUPID.
look. i can't do maths, chemistry, social studies OR chinese. i WANT to drop a maths. i WANTED to take f & n. but NO, i had to take a maths. & look how far it's brought me.
fucking a maths. i am STUPID ok.
y is it dat other ppl can do it but i can't?
y is it dat ppl always have high expectations of me? dun dey noe dat with higher expectations come greater disappointment? i noe dat dey will be disappointed. dat's bcos i'm STUPID. i'm not as smart as a lot of ppl tink i am.
i'm fucking stupid, ok?
i will be 1 of those ppl who came into the sch wif a higher-than-average PSLE aggregate score & graduate wif 30 points. nowhere to go, except ITE.
"Where is the good in GOOD-bye?"
yes, i am. not dumb, not slow, but STUPID.
look. i can't do maths, chemistry, social studies OR chinese. i WANT to drop a maths. i WANTED to take f & n. but NO, i had to take a maths. & look how far it's brought me.
fucking a maths. i am STUPID ok.
y is it dat other ppl can do it but i can't?
y is it dat ppl always have high expectations of me? dun dey noe dat with higher expectations come greater disappointment? i noe dat dey will be disappointed. dat's bcos i'm STUPID. i'm not as smart as a lot of ppl tink i am.
i'm fucking stupid, ok?
i will be 1 of those ppl who came into the sch wif a higher-than-average PSLE aggregate score & graduate wif 30 points. nowhere to go, except ITE.
"Where is the good in GOOD-bye?"
3:24 PM